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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Life Update 

I feel like I should update but sometimes it seems so pointless to update in the middle of life. Wouldn't it be easier to wait until it was over?

I'm definitely making good use of my New Year Resolution!

It appears that Shawn and I will be getting a divorce. That's what we decided but I feel like everytime a decision is made in my life lately it doesn't seem to actually happen, so I might be wrong. But for the moment at least, we are.

And at least for today I'm not moving anywhere. I still could. I've got a whole damn country open to me now and no brooding husband to hold me back! But for once I feel more secure staying put. Ha.

I'm not working now. May or may not be looking for a job very soon. Kathrynn's back home again and we're all going a little stir crazy.

I'm really doing pretty well emotionally except for all the loose ends.

I need a few things so if you have any of them lying around and don't want them give me a call...

Dressers (for the kids)
Couch or love seat
Playdates
Crappy table and/or chairs
Invitations outside my house
Twin size mattress

:)

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Resolution. 

Several others have posted New Year's Resolutions. It's always such an enlightening thing to do. As for me I have only one.

BE STRONGER

Be stronger to get what needs to be done done. Be stronger for me, stronger for my kids, stronger for my marriage and, well, just stronger. I want to be strong enough to accept responsibility for the things I do and the things I don't do. I want to be strong enough to make changes in my life that I want to happen, and the ones that need to happen, and some that I may not even want to happen but which really need to happen anyway. Strong enough to stand up and speak up when I need to and strong enough to shut up an stop whining when the time comes. This is going to be an important year. I expect a lot is going to happen. I'm going to have to be stronger if I am to make it to next year.

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