I have to admit that opening up and accepting a new relationship has been a good choice. Falling in love always feels so nice. And being in love with Sara has been one of the most emotionally fulfilling things ever. There are moments of uncertainty of course. I'm 30 for god's sake. I have baggage. She's 30 with baggage. There's plenty of baggage to go around! But it's truly amazing to be in love with someone who not only cares what I think and feel but often feels the same. In some ways I think it's sad that it took me so long to find that.

I find myself daily behaving like a school girl in love. To the extent that I don't think I own a notebook that doesn't have her name all over it. :) Sometimes we talk about how sad it is that it took us so long to meet. We even talked online for almost a year before finally meeting in person. But I believe that the way it worked out was perfect. That if we had met even six months earlier things might not have fallen into place as easily as they have. Everything works out exactly as it should, right?

I can't wait to move to Salem. I can't wait to have a life with her. I feel like such a girl but it's Ok because I know she feels exactly the same way! :)