Shawn and I have decided to separate for a short time. To have a little time apart to think about everything.

So tomorrow I'm headed to Seattle for 4 days to regain my sanity. The plan is to spend some (more) time this weekend discussing the marriage and if it's worth saving. Then see what happens. So I don't know if the separation is going to be for a week, a month, or forever.

Part of me feels like a 'trial separation' is just prolonging the inevitable. But I don't know. There's something to be said for the radical honesty that gushes forth after a big huge blowup. It's cleansing. For the moment, at least, I'm feeling optimistic that everything will work out and be good. Not sure if that definitely means staying together all happy-couple-y or not but I'm feeling pretty good about the whole situation. For now.

I also talked to Kat for an hour or so which was also cleansing.

I'm looking foreword to my little vacation.

Stay tuned.

;)