It's completely unfathomable to me that I haven't blogged in three whole months.

I have lots of reasons for not blogging I suppose. The most legitimate being that I have no internet at home and a computer which, though it has two hard drives and both of them have been intermittently installed with Windows XP, refuses to recognize an operating system when it sees one.

If I miss one thing the most with Shawn gone it's having in-house tech support.

I have so much to say and don't even know where to start.

Still working on getting that divorce.

Have a new roommate named Travis.

Aiden is LOVING Kindergarten this year.

Kathrynn HATES 2nd grade.

I feel like the lousiest mom in the world.

Considering the possibility of moving to Ohio.

Of going back to school.

Of landing the perfect job.

Of buying a house.

Of finding my soul mate.

Of getting to bring my kids home.

Of packing a small bag and walking away.

And of course the very real possibility that none of this will ever happen.

I really didn't intend to let this get depressing. For the most part my moods are good these days. For the most part I'm too busy to stop and think or be sad.

Maybe it's good that I don't have much time or the means to blog. LOL